“Owning our story and loving ourselves through that process is the bravest thing that we’ll ever do.”

 

YOU . YOU . YOU . FOR ONCE , JUST YOU. 

No it’s not just another self love blog! Don’t we actually feel like I am about to cry but what if someone saw me or asked me what happen. What will I answer? I can’t tell them about it cause it’s my secret! ~ I know we all think that.

I agree, we all have secrets. As dark as vantablack. You wanna keep it to yourself. It’s true you.

What you do in your past brings you to a moment where you want to say let’s end this! Even if I change who’ll care and they still think I am the old me. Honestly I feel I am talking about my self here.
You must be wondering, why is she exposing her life talks? Maybe because I came across many people with the same story and it felt as if I saw myself there, were all hurt,giving up,scared and screwed up. Most importantly scared of the society what will they think (trust me I am not thinking that anymore). However the worst part was the people I thought were friends weren’t there, seems like one-sided friendship now.
Huh! As the summer went by...it’s was the first day of 8th grade. I was covered with my friends and I was in my head thinkin are they my friends?

Months passed with me crying over my pillow,walking alone,sitting on the land hill top,watching the sunsets in sports.

Then I realised I need self love,I need me in me. I felt no one is going to make you stand up so why don’t you? I did. But they say some times it’s just you,so be you. I started of with what I liked bad me happy but people around me were with a crooked smile which was more like a fake one.
I was on a way of being a boss but the mistake I did was I became a bad-ass not on point mean.
Took some time trying to be sweet even with those statues but yes I realised everyone can change! I did.
I won’t lie that I got flashbacks of my old relationships but self love made me go through.

It was me for me and always the same. This was more like a fairy tale but made me understand the meaning of life.
So,here’s a tip if you’re feeling hurt or hated. 

Whoever has watched Sanju will know this!”kuch toh log kahenge,logo ka kam he kehena “

-Saumya Jain